End of Today

Like a sad river,
Flowing to it's end.
I hide my tears,
She's coming round the bend.
The sadness in her eyes,
all the sacrifices,
And I try to be nice,
But it's hard to lie to myself.

When the sun dawned,
The world was smiling,
and the promises I made,
I was sure of fulfilling,
but then we woke up,
In the surrounding night,
We were lost in our lives,
And then I lost her too.

Now the sun sets,
And its been a long day,
Waiting for you, I lost my way.
While you sit all alone,
Inside your room,
Your moonlit tears, speckle the gloom,
But I m still so far away,
far away from you.

And now I m left here,
With nothing more to say.

Sacrifice

Untrustworthy,
That's not me. Well-meant words gone awry,
Yeah that's me.

Living a lie you say,
Underneath my smiles,
A grimace unseen.

Unheard screams you hear?
Take a look around, No one's there,
A Mirror image floats.

Penance of pain,
I'm condemned! Lost love,
if only I could change time.

I would have never loved.

Crumble

My hands are numb as she stumbles infront of me. Behind the sunlight streams through the doorway but the darkness of her blood plunges me into night.

I stare helplessly at a piece of my soul and my knees buckle with the sinking feeling of loss. She looks up at me with tears in her eyes and asks me a question I cannot answer.

As life slowly ebbs out of her, I frantically hold her close to me and wish I can turn back time.

Her life passes in a flash across my eyes and I realize that now I die too. The bullets that pierced her took me away too.

Beyond me, on the rug, cold steel.

Why did I do it?

There is only one solution.

I m sorry if this is the way it ends.

Cold Steel beckons.

Flute Of Death

O I hear it...... and the sweat rolls down my back.
O I hear it...... and my heart is on the rack.
O I hear it...... a mesmerizing chill expands.
O I hear it...... I see the Devil's Shadow dance.

God help me.. My tortured soul
God help me.. My sadness old.
God save me!! It scratches my vision.
My bloody eyes!! Unholy intuition.

Sweet flow like sugar fields,
Basking in a cold Sun, wind-less world.
It's dark except for the flute,
Beyond the edge, pulling my soul.

let down

when words dont come out easily
when all i want is to set you free
when hopes collide and tears fall
dont let me go,
just let me stay.

in your eyes i see a fire
in your breath i breathe my life
in your voice i find my soul
dont let me down,
just let me stay.

and if i let you down,
just hear me out before i go.

a dying man and his last wish.
in your coldness my world ends.

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goes the clock
in a circle in a mangled angle,
detached,devoid,unreal
timeless
panic
and sweat,breathless
suffoccation

there goes the hand
that waves me forth
hear that growl
machines in my blood
drain me

timeless is pain while life remains short.

The God of Failure

The ritual has begun,
The wheel is spun.
Black death blood red,
The hungry grass is fed.
Grappling fear,at midnight,
Angels scream THE FINAL FIGHT.

Lilith slithers her serpent tongue,
My back creeps,my soul is wrung.
The desert sands eat through prayers,
The she-wolf slays heaven's slayers.
Torching what eyes can fathom,
The witches of Satan's harem.

God of Israel,you have fallen,
Evil roots in your holy garden.
Man against man against man,
Freedom's hand in a bloodsoaked land.
Sirens of wrath,blackout in shivers,
Where are your sons and daughters?

Warmongers you spread your trade,
As your humanity slowly fades,
You abandoned life for a religion of death,
Count your silver while you take their breath.
Bliss is the end.
Against who? do we fend.